Thursday, February 25, 2010

A Rook


“Life is a Game”, this is how the conversation started… “Try to look at things as if you were in a Game and make beating the enemy your sole target”… For quite sometime he tried to convince me with the idea… I have to fight for triumph… I have to be smart to win… and above all… I have to change my strategy… my way of looking at things… and again, I find myself stuck in the same corner… unable to make the right move and incapable of thinking about it… It is not easy for A Rook to act like the Queen and to move flexibly in all direction bypassing all rules and conquering all enemies… Each of us is a chess character moving according to his pre-defined role which is based on his values, experience and willingness to interact with other pieces… Black and white are the only colors of the Squares… and it is up to you to decide on which square you should exist and which square you should be heading by your next move… A wrong move at any time can cost you a lot… maybe your life and maybe the life of others… You have to plan your moves, sacrifice some pawns for a greater cause and you must learn how to maneuver and how to jump to succeed… Unfortunately, jumping and moving in diagonals are still not in my dictionary! And my only way out is… out of The Board.

Mena Mostafa

Saturday, February 06, 2010

The Glasses


Whenever and wherever I look, I see things in a dark color… I am not sure why I can’t see the light although I am sure it exists… this is not a figure of speech as much as it is a physical fact… I discovered that most of the times my eyes are always looking to the floor… and by chance when I raise my head, I see some traces of the light… but only in the form of shadows… Life there might be somehow beautiful… but unfortunately, the last time I saw it this way was many years ago… Life is always what we see… it is the reflection of our thoughts and feelings… which means that I am a very gloomy person… because the way we perceive life is the way we see ourselves… The question is… do we only see through our eyes? If the answer is yes… how can I get rid of these dark glasses? And if the answer is no… what is the type of glasses that I should wear to see the beauty of life? My question remains unanswered and my quest for The Glasses continues!

Mena Mostafa

Trapped!

I feel trapped and lonely. Lonely inside myself, like it’s never ending. I know that nothing is forever lasting, this gives hope to my mind...