Many of the things I think about these days don’t mature to the level of becoming clear understandable ideas… They just pass by my mind as if they were never there… I can’t analyze them and it seems that I don’t even have the time to learn from them… I have many feelings that I can’t turn into spoken words… Many thoughts are struggling in my mind… and I strangle by the things I can’t say… the things I don’t understand… I feel the same about everything with one single unchanged idea…. Many events… all the same… time passes and things don’t change… always alike and at the same time they somehow look different… not because they really are different but because I tried many times to change the way I look at things… and still I have the same old feeling… I still feel lost in this world… I still can’t find me! And I always wonder… Where Am I?
Mena Mostafa
