People keep walking in and out from my life… It’s really easy to enter someone’s life and leave it after a while whether you wanted it or not… Some left really quickly… and others stayed for longer periods… All I can remember now are some memories… Though I tried hard to erase all my memories… I found myself always surrounded by their Shadows… searching for the light and comforting myself with the company… the fake company that exists only in my mind… I’m afraid of opening my eyes… I sometimes ask myself how this will end and whose next turn… and always silence is the result… and time is the answer… Yes… I am living in the memories I’ve been running from… I’m living in my shell with some shades from the past… the past which I am forgetting… and missing.
Mena Mostafa
10 comments:
aih da ... what's up happening :P ... 2 posts fe youm wa7ed!!
if you are afraid of openeing your eyes, then you have to accept the fact that you'll never see.
seeing is a wonderful experience that i promise u'll enjoy!
r u sure u have such an experience?!! it seems u cant c that Friday is a day & Thursday is another one!!!
P.S. I decided to keep my eyes closed :P
seems that u didn't hear about the "Fatmaian" day ... it starts with the moment i read your first post , ends with the moment i read your second one :P
this is a new theory that might be helpful for pple who don't wish to see :P
Hmmm, i "see", it seems that the problem is bigger than what i expected :P
Fatma, May be you should look into the "sea" in order to "see". Get out of the "shadows" and look into the "deep oceans".
Fidz, i used to dive into the deep oceans. you can't imagine what i found .. i found nemooo :P
ok, seriously 3ashan mat2etelsh
looking into the deep oceans is good but living in the deep oceans is very dangerous ... i think it can only take you down. i'd rather get out of the "shadows" and look into the sky. from there you get a wider view and you'd also have the chance to explore the deep oceans to a certain limit. in the sky you float but in the deep oceans you drown.
Menna, matedena post 3an el sky keda in your "planet outside"
"the past which I am forgetting… and missing".... like a perpetual insomnia.. so old that you sometimes don't know what exactly you are longing for...
But you know what, sometimes you long to something that was not really so much there... you long to enjoying things that when they were very available, you didn't enjoy so much....
Sometimes you think you miss a specific feeling or activity because you have stopped experiencing it lately... while the fact is you have stopped "enjoying" it long ago....
And by the way, you cannot close your eyes... It's not up to you... and when you "really" close your eyes, you wouldn't be able to notice that they are closed... because your mind will make sure then to create some images that won't make you notice your eyes shut...
Don't know... but life is so long not to long for old things.... and you'll find it is too long not to forget the past
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I meant "nostalgia" not "insomnia." It seems that I am bound to forget all vocab I don't use in user manuals :S
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