Wednesday, May 21, 2008

Avalanche


Resisted for so long… endured more than what can be borne… Finally the time came… the time for the walls to fall down… the time when I can no more stand up under the burdens… the time for the breakdown… Pushing is nonsense… and opposing is not possible… Falling is the only option… and failure is the sole result… Starting over will not be easy… Surrendering is the safest decision and… simplest solution… No more breath to fight… no more strength to stand up or… to run… Only pain… in the mind… and the heart… Medications can’t help… tranquilizers don’t work… Darkness is dominating… fainting is approaching… I am leaving myself for the… Avalanche.
"Pain is an excellent teacher, but no one wants to go to his class", unknown author

Mena Mostafa

1 comment:

Ayat Elshami said...

But I don't think "falling" is always "failure"... Sometimes it's just an unplanned break you are forced to have before you proceed.

Trapped!

I feel trapped and lonely. Lonely inside myself, like it’s never ending. I know that nothing is forever lasting, this gives hope to my mind...