It’s full of water… plenty of it… and it’s available for all… and of course they all drink it… and they are all happy… except me… I see things they can’t see… and I still feel what they can’t feel … they don’t understand me… or they do understand but they can’t help me… they got used to it… they got used to this stupid of feeling of not feeling anything… of negativity… of letting things go… of accepting what I can’t live with… I feel like a crazy person… or maybe I am crazy… I can’t bear what they see normal… and I can’t live this life any more… I’ve had enough… I ask myself whether they are conscious or not… why am I so different… why can’t I admit the truth… why can’t I adapt to it… I am not sure whether I am forced to do so or not… All that I can say is that… I can’t drink from this water… I’d rather die thirsty than drinking from this River of Madness.
Mena Mostafa
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wow can't believe it ... ana lessa bafta7 el blog la2etek bet7otty el beta3a de ... tawarod 7'awater fazee3 fazee3 ... 7a2raha we a comment tany bas ana kont mota2akeda enek 7atekteby enaharda ;)
ana ba2ol garraby ta7'delek bo2 men nahr el ta7sheesh da ... garraby mesh 7atendamy ... a2olek ... edraby bango .. 3amr 2ally eno bie3mel dema3' begad mesh sho3'l aflam ya3ny ;)
As you may know, I have the same feelings long ago, with only one difference, I am not sure if I am the only one who didn't drink from this river or I am the only one who did
neseet tezellaha zay ma 3amalt m3aya ya khazendar ... el basha bei2ol enena benesra2 afkaro ya menna ... 3agbek el kalam da ya3ny
le3elmak ba2a e7na elly e7'tara3na el genan we law mesh 3agbak eshrab men el river of madness :P
I thought that since you're not currently available in a huge portion of the planet outside, Worx, so much should be going in the planet inside... Hope you're fine :)
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