Vicious Cycles

It’s like looping in the same track every while and then… People might change, but events remain the same… reactions are the same… and how these different people think and behave is always the same… It’s like being in an endless dream… in which you think you’ll wake up one day to discover that you were living in a nightmare… But… this day never comes… you never wake up… and you always find yourself forced to go on the same track… not allowed to fight back… and can’t change what you see nor what you suffer from… You wake up every day to find yourself inside the same nightmare… and you resume looping while knowing what will come next… they became very predictable… everything is exactly the same and sometimes you might be surprised by repeated occurrences!! You are the only difference… not because you have the sense to discover this truth, but just because they are unconscious… I am trying to find the exit point… but in these Vicious Cycles my life goes on… It’s mad and it hurts.

Mena Mostafa