Monday, November 16, 2009

Help


When you feel you are in need for light and you can’t see it… when you feel are drowning and you can’t reach a shore… when you feel you are lost and you don’t have a compass… when you are in need for succor and can’t get it… when you fight all waves to stay on the surface of the water in the middle of a wild storm… when you try to escape from a vortex and find yourself more attracted to the bottom… when you experience all this is and discover you are alone… and the worse is when you feel you don’t even know where to go if you survive… when you experience this is when you decide to surrender… to admit that you can no longer struggle… and you leave yourself to the current… not knowing to where it will lead you… not sure if you’ll wake up on the next day to watch the end… your end… It is when, for an unknown reason and for a fake hope, that you decide to call for Help… and you already know that no one is there for you!

Mena Mostafa

3 comments:

Fatma Ali said...

if you have the courage to suicide then just do it, otherwise please just live happy ... and you r right .. nobody is there to help us with this because hapiness is a state of mind!

Unknown said...

:( eh kemmeyet el sad feelings dy, they are not sad besara they are desperate ... heyya el donya dallemet keda leeh ...
I understand ver well what you mean but bgd el donya msh dalma keda ... and getting help doesn't always look like what do you expect ... it may be something or someone you never thought of ...

Doesn't you see that their is similarity in 'help' and 'hope' :)?

at least if you thought of me ... you would find me there to help :P

Mena M. Eissa said...

u wont believe this, till i write my next blog en sha2a Allah

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